Tuesday 8 March 2011

Doughnuts and Cookie Dough

I want to binge. I want to binge. I want to binge. I want to binge.

I have already thrown up twice today once after eating four jaffa cakes and then again after eating a small portion of curly fries (it seemed small to me but then again do I actually know what a normal amount of food is any longer?). That is all I have had today apart from a portion of salad for tea. Neither of these were binges in any capacity. It was just food that went in and then came out.

And now I really want to eat doughnuts and cookie dough and macdonalds burgers and chicken nuggets and pain aux raisins but I can't. I can't. I can't.

Or could I? NO.

I won't. I won't. I won't.

I have to go to a meeting and then I'll go to the pub and socialise and then I will come home and do some work for tomorrow and then I will go to bed. Then I will get up tomorrow morning and not eat all day.

I DO NOT NEED FOOD.

Anna
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2 comments:

  1. Lillie Forgiven9 March 2011 at 00:23

    I wish I had your will.

    Whenever I feel like I need to binge... I binge. But I'm trying not to let that happen to me anymore :)

    Keep Going Lovely :)
    Xx. Lillie

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  2. Cassy10 March 2011 at 01:46

    This is painful reading :(

    I swear we all have the same thoughts, I'd like to think I'm original but really. I'm probably textbook bulimic

    I hope everything worked out for you lovely

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