I want to binge. I want to binge. I want to binge. I want to binge.
I have already thrown up twice today once after eating four jaffa cakes and then again after eating a small portion of curly fries (it seemed small to me but then again do I actually know what a normal amount of food is any longer?). That is all I have had today apart from a portion of salad for tea. Neither of these were binges in any capacity. It was just food that went in and then came out.
And now I really want to eat doughnuts and cookie dough and macdonalds burgers and chicken nuggets and pain aux raisins but I can't. I can't. I can't.
Or could I? NO.
I won't. I won't. I won't.
I have to go to a meeting and then I'll go to the pub and socialise and then I will come home and do some work for tomorrow and then I will go to bed. Then I will get up tomorrow morning and not eat all day.
I DO NOT NEED FOOD.
Anna
I wish I had your will.
ReplyDeleteWhenever I feel like I need to binge... I binge. But I'm trying not to let that happen to me anymore :)
Keep Going Lovely :)
Xx. Lillie
This is painful reading :(
ReplyDeleteI swear we all have the same thoughts, I'd like to think I'm original but really. I'm probably textbook bulimic
I hope everything worked out for you lovely
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